The sun and a bird

well, it feels like I haven't talked to anyone really.

I sorta stopped asking for him. asking to see him, asking to talk to him, it felt futile. Of course I know it's not his fault, I know he can't be front all the time and I know it's not all that up to him. It's just been a month so some part of me just feels drifted. My sun set so now it's just been night for so long I'm no longer waiting for morning.

I still have made no effort to talk to the bird. I'm co-front/continuous a lot during interaction but I never make myself known and he never tells. I always think about it though, what a relationship with them would be like for me, if it'll make me happier. I keep wondering what the sun would think, If he'd think.

- Dionysus