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Feb. 22nd, 2026 05:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thesystemdiedI have a SLIGHT, PASSIVE, crush on the hosts boyfriend.
WOAH. yeah so that is happening. I don't know how, I don't know where it came from, i've never even actually talked to him. at least not directly as myself. The host, Amsel, Dirt, Whatever name they want to use, knows about this little feeling and doesn't really feel anything towards. I Keep thinking about it and I don't know how I feel. like I said its basically passive. I'm not sure if I even like them or if its just me wanting the attention since I've been feeling extra lonely every time I front and I'm here. I keep wanting to talk to him, actually talk to him but it feels weird and a little awkward I guess. He doesn't know me, I don't really know him, i've never talked to him before, I wouldn't even know where to start.
I don't know what to do. I don't know if I should sit here, watch, and let these feelings maybe pass or if I should talk to them and try to get close and see if something happens. its so complicated, living like this is so complicated. I just don't know what to do with this or how to do it.
-Dionysus
WOAH. yeah so that is happening. I don't know how, I don't know where it came from, i've never even actually talked to him. at least not directly as myself. The host, Amsel, Dirt, Whatever name they want to use, knows about this little feeling and doesn't really feel anything towards. I Keep thinking about it and I don't know how I feel. like I said its basically passive. I'm not sure if I even like them or if its just me wanting the attention since I've been feeling extra lonely every time I front and I'm here. I keep wanting to talk to him, actually talk to him but it feels weird and a little awkward I guess. He doesn't know me, I don't really know him, i've never talked to him before, I wouldn't even know where to start.
I don't know what to do. I don't know if I should sit here, watch, and let these feelings maybe pass or if I should talk to them and try to get close and see if something happens. its so complicated, living like this is so complicated. I just don't know what to do with this or how to do it.
-Dionysus
