Okay!

[thesystemdied]

It's kind of weird how I was pulled to front for it, thaaaat is not my field! I don't handle things like that! but for some reason it was me who was pulled up and stressed about it! It’s not my thing, and I really mean it not my thing. I didn't do anything for it because I kinda got there at the last second but it still had me stressed about it. I don't know if it was because of that one time I dealt with something similar and it just pushed that instinct in me or what. I’m not really sure how to feel about it, I really don’t deal well with things like that. Hell, even that first time it was quite triggering but I was worried about leaving so I didn't. Dion tried to tell me that I could if I wanted to, that it was neither my job nor my responsibility and I knew that but how could I be expected to just disappear because I was a little uncomfortable? And besides, I got a friend out of it in the end but I just hope this doesn't become a pattern.

` Hypnos