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[thesystemdied]

I miss my brother, Thanatos. I usually always get a little emotional in front because of how much i miss him but how could i not. He was so important to me, I loved him more than I loved myself and then one day he's just gone without a trace and I'm trapped here without him. Some dumb part of me still hopes that one day I’ll find him, that maybe I’ll meet someone and somehow it’ll be Thanatos we can love each other again. It has to be possible, right? At least a little? If Hermes AND Calypso were able to do it, to find their love out here again surely I'm able to too, right? I want to ask, to search, the way herm did, but I'm scared. I always hear how it’s wrong or how it's dangerous to have this image of someone in source and then put it on another person but I just hope. I hope i can find him again, somehow.

I miss my Lover, I miss him so much.
Thanatos, one day.

` Hypnos